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Tired. More than Crazy......

January 7th, 2007 (08:39 am)

in PONDER mode.

The sun is rising.
High.
I haven't slept yet.

I'm missing many things in my life.
I don't know how to recover them.

I am quite lit.
And may have erased a photo I can never recover...
from my antiquated list...that serves as my source for posting pictures.

To post THIS:



Little Pink Squishy Thing........
Unripe Human.
In the arms of people who were just learning what to do with it.

They did a good job.

I like who I am.

I can look myself in the mirror, even
*laughs*
THE MIRROR OF TRUTH.

But I am confused, for the first time in my life........
I do not feel that I know......what I am doing.

Why do we grow more uncertain...the older we are?

This is not a TREE HOUSE.
This is a Home.

Far far far.......more complicated.

It would be easy to run away.
But I have always run away.

I am staying.
I am not entirely sure why.
But I am staying.

Who I will be ever after
depends on it.

THAT.
That I do know.

I should sleep.
I feel pink and squishy.

Comments

Posted by: Gregory Parks (tokenpants)
Posted at: January 7th, 2007 10:16 pm (UTC)

You bear resemblance to your mom, at least as she appears in this picture.

I also am going through a point right now, though not as harrowing as yours.

Do I spend my break living in SF, paying $400/month in rent and be more free to fly out to visit people (like Aiko or Silvia?) Or do I do camera work on the circus around friends, paying almost no rent, but not being able to go visit people except where the train takes me?

This may be the year that Greg just makes do with continuing the progress he's having now in the spirit of saving more money. This means fewer visits to see friends and melt hearts.

Posted by: Red Lipstick & Green Ink (ginger931)
Posted at: January 8th, 2007 03:42 am (UTC)
Spirited Away

Take the Train.

Posted by: Gregory Parks (tokenpants)
Posted at: January 8th, 2007 04:52 pm (UTC)

I think that's what I'm going to do. I have conscious reason to believe that I already made the subconscious decision once I heard of the need and the opportunity.

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