and unable to sleep.
I have shit to do tomorrow.
I'm not hungry,
but I'm hungry.
*tips a cold vial*
I have to FIX things,
to feel better,
I'm fine--enough to eat, a job, a nice little place to live.
A loving Family.
To slump in the face of all that, is sadly american.
You know what, I really love smoking.
*tugs on her coffin nail*
It's like HURTING yourself....on purpose.
And the drug kicks in.
Clears your head when you're drinking.
*LAUGHS AND LAUGHS AND LAUGHS*
That's why bars are smokey.
That's why we're all so angry--about the ban.
How do you people DRINK, without smoking?
Is the band THAT good?
I don't go to the places I go--for the bands.
(somewhere out there: Randall Stockton,
is shaking his head, sadly.)
I don't give a SHIT about "Live Music in Austin"
I sit and talk with the folks there, to SEE the music.
I fight for them, because they support the environment
that makes me happy.
Alive with people.
So many stories.
Watched a thing on PBS last night with closed caption on,
so I wouldn't wake up my Blue Eyed Boy....
that made me hate to eat
the fish I buy at Central Market.
We're over-fishing the Seas.
We are changing the planet
that we are only
a small part of...
We're killing EVERYTHING.
*lights a cigarette*
How can you ban this.
It's for the Greater Good.
Sober non-smoking humans.............only a few are
making things better.
Most of them--buy coffee at Starbucks at 0'dark thirty..........
in a machine that is eating us all.
(oh right, that's america.)
They use the drive through.
I make them Coffee.
We should just go away.
I'm on board.
KILL THE HUMANS