Red Lipstick & Green Ink (ginger931) wrote,
Red Lipstick & Green Ink
ginger931

Oddly enough...my greatest challenge, as an Adult:

Has been how to keep that much raw alcohol down, without purging.
While....... maintaining a conversation.
(And now... able to type.)

I'm good at it now.
So Good.




WILDLY enough...

I always thought it was going to be SPELLING.







Hmm.

Life is Strange like that.


Folks.
I woke up in a cold sweat this morning.
Full Blown Panic Attack.

I guess that's what it was--I've heard them described.

My dreams are getting to me.
So's the Boy.

I've failed, something horrid.

I thought I was happy.

Someone--someone very much involved with that happiness.....

Told me, He wasn't.

And suddenly.

BAM!

We're both, not.


I can't wrap my head around it.
And it would REALLY help if one of you would call when you KNOW
I'm at WORK....
and leave me a message.

Because the last one is from him.
And every time I come home, I push PLAY.

Even though I know.....

HE tells me he's got my Catwoman comics back from Steven, and my Mixer...
n'stuff....
and that I should "call back, some time"

RIGHT.

Yeah...

I push play. a lot.....after I'm in no condition....to call him back.
He's got THREE drunk dials out of me....

I
HAVE
BECOME........

every man I have ever dumped.

I HAVE BECOME.........
that
person
that makes
themselves

Loathsome .

*head in hands*

Not a lot of pity, when I cry:
I'VE NEVER BEEN DUMPED BEFORE!!!!!

*head in hands on knees*

my god.
this sucks.
i suck.
i did this to
other
people.


I'm leaving this BAD BOY open....
just in case any of them are watching.

YES.


YES.


She has finally gotten her OWN.

*Crack* the Zippo, and light the cigarette.
SHE gets it.



IT's making me crazy, and eating my stomach.
I can't eat
I can't sleep...
And I just don't understand.



Boys.
Here ya Go.

One of yours, got me back.

Somebody Ring a fucking Bell.
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