April 7th, 2005

Ginger1991

WOW.

Thank-you...I just finished answering my mail....
Mostly responses from last night.

I LOVE YOU PEOPLE.

Work wasn't finished until the HIGH NOON flag raised.
Long night.
New folks.
Stuff.
Midnight hit us still giggling, a little slap-happy.
*sigh*

But the day....
The DAY
was not bad.

I awoke--weirdly refreshed from my dreadful spill
last night.

I felt clean.

Like I'd gotten it all OUT.

*punches disophy1 in the shoulder*
All the right songs played...
as I waited for the bus.
(white jewelry, baby, white jewelry)

Better ones played while I was ON it.

I like, that the bus driver grinned at me
when I boarded.
I was bouncing, and nodding my head.
As she pulled up.

(that sounds weird, I want a better way to say it...
I was bouncing Idly when she pulled up--
and when she and I made EYE CONTACT
she smiled
and I nodded.)

IT was cool.

I'm going to regret asking this....
Because I am CERTAIN the answer will mortify me...
But, disophy1--WHO sings the song with the line:

What's Eating You AAAAAAlive....
Could be Helping You Surviiiiiiive!


It's kinda my Theme song now.
And I know you ain't gonna say: Leonard Cohen.

*laughs*

I've actually figured out how to play it over and over.
on......The White Jewelry.

I sing it at work.

*laughs*

You're gonna tell me it's GREEN DAY
and I'll have to kill myself.

*laughs and laughs and LAUGHS*




I was DREADING looking at my E-mail tonight.
I'd been so horrible.

But what I found....was not placating.
It wasn't...CHEAP.

Just words from my FRIENDS.
Slaps to the back,
A little "collar shake"--
And humour.

You GET me.........
*laughs*
YOU REALLY GET ME!!!!!!

::Holds her Spit Shined Award High::

I WIN.

i win!

I hang with Winners, it rubs off.






Thanks for taking care of me.
For giving a shit.

I will...repay.

I'm good-for-it.



And to the gorgeous blonde who drove me home tonight....
YES.
Get an LJ--it's fun.

I showed you HOW,
now
Show UP!

I know You're watching.
*grins*


And put all those spiral notebooks
in a box--
it doesn't matter that some of them only
have a few lines written in them.

I have a box like that.
The doodles in the margins make me grin now.

START.

Start keeping your words.


And GOD--I wish I was twenty and looked like YOU.
*laughs*
But thirty four and a half--with shiny black hair...in THIS skin?

Ain't bad,





Right it down.
Just Write it DOWN.
Ginger1991

Ah....XN's Birthday

Again So Soon???

*grins laughs, giggles even*

I got THIS:

LiveJournal Haiku!
Your name:ginger931
Your haiku:poundsof me.maybe i
can't look upand hear again............the
mad rambling message
Username:
Created by Grahame


when I peeked in to see how he was doing.
(like too many Important men in my past...we don't talk anymore)

How old ARE you now, Boy?
I still have a picture of you by my bathroom mirror.

sxoidmal.......
The Boy who gave me Livejournal.

Thank-you.

Happy
Happy
Happy

Birthday.

April 7th all over again.
The night I met you on the Prodigy BB's
in 1992.

On my Pop's account.

I was just........beginning
To Learn.




You showed me the way.
Thank-you.

Happy Birthday.
Glad my radar still works....
The date sang to me.
When I saw it.
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Tankgirl

STAGE

There's this THING staring at me with a GREEN light on.
A camera.

A present.

I rather want to CHOKE it.

We're THERE.

What are we doing with it?

I'll start no grass roots movement........
I'm allergic to grass--and don't even smoke it.

I have a TV
and a Blinky Box
And this stupid thing with a green light
that keeps FUCKING LOOKING AT ME.

*sigh*

Right.

So--
Local Kids.

May 7th.
Please VOTE.

This isn't for the President....
It's a LOCAL VOTE that counts.

MAY
7th

A month from NOW.

Get your cards if you don't have them.

Smoking ordinance.......

Please.

Leave the Boys and Girls
of
Lovejoys
710
Beerland
Casino El Camino
Side Bar

And
Ed's Cucaracha.

With a Job.

Go on, suck it up, put down your beer....
And VOTE.

THIS time....
It's for US.




Maybe there's a bit of root in this ginger anyhoo.
(that ANYHOO is for beatnikside.)


Me--I'm just tired.
And drunk again.

Protecting my Bars
Like a GOOD Mamma BEAR.
Pinky

The Gorgeous Blonde......Tonight

Who drove me Home.

LOOKED at livejournal, and wanted it for her own.

I'm glad
I'm a good sell.

It's been manymany years......
since I showed someone the Bible with such fever.

*laughs softly*

Come.
Come Home.

IT is what You need.

Just click and you will find.....................

*LAUGHS*

The Whole World.

And More.

IT will interrupt everything you thought
You had before.

If it doesn't.......
walk away quickly.

Or make a Photo Journal.

Anyhoo........
The Word of the People

has brought me greater JOY
than the word of God.

*spits on the floor*

The Trash Heap Has Spoken
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Pinky

How many Times....

Will We Do This......
Until it's over?

I

Myself?

I have no idea.

I think Mr Smith has TWO more calls left.

After that.

Swear to GOD--I'm all Yours.

It'll be just US.

*smarms*

Then.

Then we take over the World.

Rubber-pants-our-size

and ALL.
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