April 4th, 2005

Girl-Wonder

Bill and I Talked tonight.......

I wanted to see him.
Curl up in his lap............

elitistbill--my best friend since age 16.
My first Love.
My deflowering Eagle Scout, at the age of 17.

He's in The Big Easy now....
left Austin for a girl, who broke his heart.

We're both hurting, and cannot reach each other.....

He called for help, from Me, when my World had just shattered.
I've been little help since.



We still want to save each other.

Countries litter our past, and Chuck Taylor's leave the foot prints.

Years and Years.

The World is Small.

When everything hurts most..........
You go "Back to the beginning"

Where you couldn't even Order Brandy.
*small grin*

And there is someone there, A Dying Giant, a Masked Man.

Your Friends.

And the Day is Saved.
The Princess too......

Somewhere out there is some who will love you always.......
and always be loved.



LIVE WELL.
There's no revenge better than that.



NONE.


Inigo Montoya........Let's be PIRATES.

It's better that way.


I was fond of masks anyway..................


Bill and I met--somewhere between Berlin and Crete.
Or Before...
Or After.

I guess....
That's Austin.

You know,
The Centre......
of the Uni-Verse.

The Middle.
Where the Violet Crown is.
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Catwoman 2

I am an Idiot....

I struggled to get up this morning....
it was Soooooo hard.

Crawl into the bathroom, shower, slick my hair back...
pack a lunch, take my vitamins.....


Make it to the bus stop on time, smoke a cigarette
and stare uneasily at the overcast sky...

I feel horrid, sad, lonely....TIRED.

I board my bus
and pull out my schedule
for the day--to see who I'll be working with.

*HUGE SIGH*

I am a closer tonight.
Could have slept
for HOURS more.

*BANGS HEAD IN FISTS*

Pull cord
exit bus.....
trudge home.

Going to crash again now--
and start the miserable process
all over again
in 2 and a half hours.