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Several of You...have Chastised me

August 6th, 2007 (03:05 am)

For responding so harshly to someone who so obviously wanted
to help me.

I DO appreciate his intentions.

But those of you who have known me for long,
have seen me in hard places before.

Some of you have helped me, when I didn't ask.

And some of you have been helped by me, when you didn't ask.

That is the magik of this place.

I've sent several hundred dollars to a girl I barely knew...
so she could make rent.

And I have had someone pay my electric bill, when I was about to lose internet.

I suppose I am angry most, because this violated the...'Verse that I respect.


I'm in a bad place, but I will get out of it.

This issue disturbed the balance that I...believe in?
We take care of our own.

Work hard, cover your own ass...
When someone helps you, it is a wild gift.
When you help someone... it's just a return.

He meant well,
but he disturbed my whole Universe.

He hurt me, insulted me, and made me feel ashamed.
He went into my most safe place, and made me a fool.



But yes.
He meant well.


Posted by: Orin (rin_o)
Posted at: August 6th, 2007 03:15 pm (UTC)

the path to destruction is often marked by good intentions. you still had every right to be angry in my opinion.

he should have ASKED YOU if it was something that could be done. or asked HIS friends.

Posted by: Organizational Anarchist (napalmgod)
Posted at: August 6th, 2007 04:02 pm (UTC)

Yeah, I wasn't sure what your reaction was gonna be, plus I wasn't sure who the guy was, so I didn't send in.

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